Worked another ten hours. Thought about this some of the shift. This is a suicide site, and being a suicide site it usually has a host of users that want to commit suicide in one form or another. Some people have tried many things to rectify and resolve their individual crisis. Seeking catharsis is often times a personal timeline in the journey, however, it would be a crime if i didnt share this escape route from the pain.
You are at the end of your rope; got nothing to lose except some anxiety, fear and perhaps gain a new perspective and hope. Buy a ticket to Iquitos, Peru and do an ayahuasca retreat. Seek out “Friends of The Amazon Jungle” Hostel, the owner is Jungle Harry. Big guy. Ask him about his ayahuasca retreats to Nauta the adjacent jungle city. They have a lodge there. Ayahuasca is an ancient mystical ceremony where you drink this brown potion made from mimosa root. You go into visions and tap into another dimension. At the very least you have a psychoactive journey through pain to reach some solace. Iquitos is the ayahuasca hub of Peru. Peru is the epicenter for ayahuasca in South America. Go. Do it. If you want to end your life its worth awakening your soul first.
Fuck this site. Im out.
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I don’t know, traveling to some foreign country and drinking some strange liquid that gives me visions seems kind of sketchy to me…..
Sometimes you just have to say “yolo”. Whether it’s drinking a foreign liquid, playing tag with a grizzly bear, or sticking your hand in a garbage disposal.
… Except the latter two choices are actually dangerous… Um, yeah… Apples and oranges.
you are on a suicide site. You are contemplating suicide. What the fukk is more sketchy than that?