The very reason why I don’t like sharing and opening up to others is that they will only gonna say that one statement I’ve been hearing a lot like a mantra, “it’s just you and your paranoia. ”
What they don’t know is that it has never been JUST me and JUST my paranoia. What they don’t know is that I have NEVER chosen this. I didn’t want to be alone, I didn’t want to be eaten up by depression and I didn’t want to shut myself out from the world.
I NEVER CHOSE THIS.
I didn’t want any of this.
But they’ll never know because I didn’t want to hear that mantra anymore.
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They tell me the same thing.
And I’m very depressed.
I don’t think I’m paranoid, but others do think so.