Ok here’s my story:
One day about a year ago, I ALMOST actually ended my life.
What happened was i thought about stepping in front of a car. I saw a speeding car go by. Then, RIGHT AFTER THAT, I literally PROMISED myself that IF I saw another speeding car go by on the road, that I would purposely step in front of it. Unfortunately I didn’t see any more cars on the road after that one went by. TRULY unfortunate! REALLY wish there was another car going at the same speed so I could have just ended my miserable life!
Also, i am literally 100% POSITIVE that if I saw another speeding car on the road, that I would have walked in front of it and finally died for SURE!
GOD FUCKING DAMN IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Frankly, it’s good that it didn’t happen. It’s every person’s choice whether they want to exit, but it isn’t right to involve others. The driver of the car will most likely live with ptsd for the rest of their life, and can be seriously injured (or worse) in the process. They’ll have to live with the fact that they killed another human being. This isn’t the way to do it no matter how badly one wants to stop living.
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Keep writing about your story. You have courage and resilience. This is a powerful struggle. Thank you for your post.