n.1

i have just made a chance for my mum to be nice and let me go to the gym like everything is all gone
but hell no
she wants to take me there and then pick me also after it so that she can make sure i wont meet guy in the car or sth like this ………
this is shot n.1 for today
lets see what is coming …….maybe this sounds stupid or silly or nth
but i just wish that after all this emotional damage i can at least have my normal routine without disturbance
i hate her
i wish she is dead
or actually its better to say i wish i can be dead now