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I just called a phone psychic service and was told that they can’t talk about health, pregnancy or legal. Therefore, leading me to call another to directly avoid those topics. So, I called one who said she was clairvoyant and she was very short, saying that we have choices and got off the phone. I want one to able to come before you and tell you something that I can deeply relate to. Her reading I could relate to but wanted more so I called another, it’s seems she wanted to encourage me to live with the 7 minutes of things she said, like create your happiness, take a class or be around like minded people. I don’t believe I will get the truth via phone, as no one wants to be accountable.

I just know how I can ever get out of this funk when I see no future. I’ll just feel like I’m being drug along a life path, when I feel like I’ve got all that I wanted and needed this far out of it, under these circumstances. Maybe I did lose touch with reality a while back. I’ll just feel sorry for my mom having to deal with my sick minded brother, even after my grandma passes.

I am scared about going through with it. Also, with today being my first day back, since I was manually blocked by administration for one day; I’d say live your best life. I have decided that I’d want my cat to go to the shelter, if he out lives me, while praying to God that he gets with a good person or family because I don’t believe in animal cruelty.