The Lonely Jungle

Im hating the person Im becoming. Pessimistic. Judgmental. Bitchy. Negative. I just cant help it. Nothing is going right. I have no one that I can talk to about it. I barely have people in my life in general. The people I do have treat me like a door mat. Something that’s always around, choosing when to use it. I’m just running out of reasons to really live I guess. I feel as though things could be different if I just had one person in my life who actually was here to listen to me and isn’t constantly mean to me and will actually make time for me. Im so lonely im going to drive myself mad this summer. But I have low expectations I know this is going to be shit. Lets just hope I make it out alive