I’m stuck in between, but I’m really hating every day I’m so sad and my thoughts are so bad, it’s been so difficult for me.
When are u planning to do this?
Same here, it’s been a living hell! I’m not sure yet tho, my family is in the way, I keep thinking about what will happen to them if I were to go like this, but I don’t wanna go on anymore. I’m sure the worst is yet to come 🙁
I had a plan but as much as I thought I was ready to do it, I couldn’t do it.
Then another day I was ready and I went for it, I was attempting with partial suspension, like robin williams did it, but I was using a towell instead of a rope as I seen in some videos. I did it that way cause I thought I could prevent some pain doing it that way. But the pain was still rough and I didn’t pass out even after about 20 seconds of hard enough pressure to make me pass out in my opinion. I was ready for it but it didn’t happen.
I don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad thing. However I have been in a lot of pain since my first plan failed, and I don’t think anything has gotten better. I do wish I was never born.
That’s ok. You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.
I think you and I feel the same obout a lot of things. Seems to me that we both have some things in common.
But I do hope to hear your story before you decide to go.
Try to say hi when ever we see each other.
I’m on this site all the time, so call me out when ever you feel like talking.
Are you normally up at this time?
Thank you, sure thing. I’m not from the US, I have been to San Francisco tho. I’m in Asia. It’s evening time here. Are you from the US? It’s like 5am over there right, you haven’t slept?
It’s 4 am I can’t sleep well because u have a sleeping disorder and it gets worse when I have anxiety and depression.
Well I’m glad you will be up at these hours.
I could use someone like you to keep a steady conversation so I can keep my mind off a little bit of my worries and problems.
How long have you been feeling this way?
I’ve had depression and anxiety for many reasons on and off for about 6 years, but not like this.
I been feeling suicidal for about 4 months.
Today I’m feeling worse than yesterday.
I understand. I know all along I will exit this world on my own hands, but I’ve never been so suicidal and depressed before. I never expected it to come so soon either. My karmic life, I guess it’s time to go!!
I was trying to get suicide of my head, I was trying to stay positive, I told myself I might be able to tolerate the difficulties I had, but things got even worse since then. Now suicide is back on my mind.
I really hope it doesn’t have to come to that.
I been fighting but I feel like I’m losing this fight.
I’m stuck in between, but I’m really hating every day I’m so sad and my thoughts are so bad, it’s been so difficult for me.
When are u planning to do this?
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What type of methods have you been thinking of?
Hanging, I rehearsed it for a short while, not too bad. I’m not sure but I think I’ll succeed when I’m drunk enough. Have you been doing well?
I’m stuck in between, but I’m really hating every day I’m so sad and my thoughts are so bad, it’s been so difficult for me.
When are u planning to do this?
Same here, it’s been a living hell! I’m not sure yet tho, my family is in the way, I keep thinking about what will happen to them if I were to go like this, but I don’t wanna go on anymore. I’m sure the worst is yet to come 🙁
Do you have a plan, and when?
I had a plan but as much as I thought I was ready to do it, I couldn’t do it.
Then another day I was ready and I went for it, I was attempting with partial suspension, like robin williams did it, but I was using a towell instead of a rope as I seen in some videos. I did it that way cause I thought I could prevent some pain doing it that way. But the pain was still rough and I didn’t pass out even after about 20 seconds of hard enough pressure to make me pass out in my opinion. I was ready for it but it didn’t happen.
I don’t know if that’s a good thing or bad thing. However I have been in a lot of pain since my first plan failed, and I don’t think anything has gotten better. I do wish I was never born.
The struggle is real!!! 🙁
How old are you?
I’m a 32 year old male.
I’m 36, female
I like talking with you. You seem like a nice person.
U want to tell me what is causing your pain?
Thank you, you sound like a nice guy too. I still prefer not to talk about it atm, it brings too much pain!! 🙁
That’s ok. You don’t have to talk about it if you don’t want to.
I think you and I feel the same obout a lot of things. Seems to me that we both have some things in common.
But I do hope to hear your story before you decide to go.
Try to say hi when ever we see each other.
I’m on this site all the time, so call me out when ever you feel like talking.
Are you normally up at this time?
Thank you, sure thing. I’m not from the US, I have been to San Francisco tho. I’m in Asia. It’s evening time here. Are you from the US? It’s like 5am over there right, you haven’t slept?
It’s 4 am I can’t sleep well because u have a sleeping disorder and it gets worse when I have anxiety and depression.
Well I’m glad you will be up at these hours.
I could use someone like you to keep a steady conversation so I can keep my mind off a little bit of my worries and problems.
How long have you been feeling this way?
I understand, I have trouble sleeping and nightmares also. I’ve been having severe suicidal thoughts for about 1 year. What about you?
I’ve had depression and anxiety for many reasons on and off for about 6 years, but not like this.
I been feeling suicidal for about 4 months.
Today I’m feeling worse than yesterday.
I’ve had depression and anxiety for many reasons on and off for about 6 years, but not like this.
I been feeling suicidal for about 4 months.
I understand. I know all along I will exit this world on my own hands, but I’ve never been so suicidal and depressed before. I never expected it to come so soon either. My karmic life, I guess it’s time to go!!
I was trying to get suicide of my head, I was trying to stay positive, I told myself I might be able to tolerate the difficulties I had, but things got even worse since then. Now suicide is back on my mind.
I really hope it doesn’t have to come to that.
I been fighting but I feel like I’m losing this fight.
I’m stuck in between, but I’m really hating every day I’m so sad and my thoughts are so bad, it’s been so difficult for me.
When are u planning to do this?