Totally defeated by life!!! I should have offed myself long time ago so that I don’t have to go through such shit now. I believe there is more to come. Just waiting for the final trigger!!!!
Not so good for me. I’m thinking of suicide, but I have a hard time going through with it.
I was thinking about you too. I might not be here too long.
I will leave one last message on this site before I end it.
U seem like such a nice person, you don’t deserve to be feeling like this.
I don’t think I deserve this either.
I could not go through with it tonight after thinking about it for a few hours, everything was set, but I was thinking about what would happen if I did it and thinking about what would happen if I waited, painfully I could not make a decision so I will be thinking about it again later tonight. I can’t continue living like this, I have told my family how I feel, but i think they underestimate how I really feel or how close I am to doing it.
I don’t know what I’m going to do, it’s really difficult to just set a decision in stone. I been like this for too long now.
Thank you! You sound like a very nice person too. We really don’t deserve all these crap!! It’s really tough, why, why us I don’t understand!!!! Sucks to be alive!!!
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I feel totally defeated also. I think today could be my last day. It’s difficult going through with it but I have to try tonight.
Hey was thinking about you, glad your still around and kicking! It’s getting harder and harder day by day. How have you been?
Not so good for me. I’m thinking of suicide, but I have a hard time going through with it.
I was thinking about you too. I might not be here too long.
I will leave one last message on this site before I end it.
Sorry to hear that your not doing well. Same here, your not alone. I dk how long I can hold on, may not be here too long as well 🙁
U seem like such a nice person, you don’t deserve to be feeling like this.
I don’t think I deserve this either.
I could not go through with it tonight after thinking about it for a few hours, everything was set, but I was thinking about what would happen if I did it and thinking about what would happen if I waited, painfully I could not make a decision so I will be thinking about it again later tonight. I can’t continue living like this, I have told my family how I feel, but i think they underestimate how I really feel or how close I am to doing it.
I don’t know what I’m going to do, it’s really difficult to just set a decision in stone. I been like this for too long now.
Thank you! You sound like a very nice person too. We really don’t deserve all these crap!! It’s really tough, why, why us I don’t understand!!!! Sucks to be alive!!!
I kind of want to stay in touch with you. Keep me updated.
I know we are both having a difficult time.
U should check out sanctionedsuicide.net
I post there sometimes.