wish people could try to help me in ways that I’m able to see instead of ways that only they can see … my wording is awful I don’t know if that made sense I just needed to put this out somewhere thx for reading
I gave up on getting help a long time ago. I reached out, only once, to my girlfriend, which was a big mistake. Somehow, the thought of getting help from others led me to think that I was pushing them into the vicious cycle of depression with me. Then, I started to cut more and more, and created more ways of hating myself. I don’t know what I’m saying here, but I just want to tell you that getting help may not always be a good sign. I recommend you seeing a shrink.
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I gave up on getting help a long time ago. I reached out, only once, to my girlfriend, which was a big mistake. Somehow, the thought of getting help from others led me to think that I was pushing them into the vicious cycle of depression with me. Then, I started to cut more and more, and created more ways of hating myself. I don’t know what I’m saying here, but I just want to tell you that getting help may not always be a good sign. I recommend you seeing a shrink.
I think I get it…
Sometimes other people’s solutions seem quick and shallow without having a true understanding of who you are and how exactly you need help.
I don’t really know how to give a good example, but yeah…