got 200 tablets of benadryl on stand-by. I know ODing isn’t that effective and it sucks but I just need to fuck myself up
I attempted to strangle myself twice this afternoon and I called my boyfriend before each attempt and he didn’t answer me. he also did not respond to an hour-long stream of texts I sent him before my first attempt. I talked to him this morning so I know he was awake. he might have turned off his phone, which is GREAT
looks like he doesnt care so thats one less reason for me to stay on this world
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Don’t make yourself sick. The LD/50 for diphenhydramine in rats is 500mg/kg. So if your rat weighs 70kg, he needs to choke down 700 50mg tablets (35,000mg) for a 50% chance of lethality.
Hey I have a question on this… Atarax (Hydroxyzine HCL)
164/10 mg
How much do I need then because I thought I had 150% MLD for my weight but you are making me second guess
Can you msg me on prayforplagues@protonmail.com
I can show you a picture… shit, I mean I have other ways but I thought this was solid.
And you are worth so much more. Don’t judge yourself unfairly. He doesn’t answer you, his loss. You’re better than that.
I wouldn’t do it. I’m sorry that you’re feeling the way you are. I just want you to know that there are others like us that deal with Depression. If you ever need someone to talk to, I’m open 🙂