I lost my easy ass government job 9 months ago. Got arrested for a disorderly conduct so I lost my security clearance. Had knee surgery 6 months ago, BOTH knees. The guy maimed me. I’m unemployed, unemployable, injured, and don’t see any other way out. pento barbital is how I will do it. Probably soon.
The depression is brutal. I drink and sleep and drink and sleep until my body is sick enough I can no longer drink and have to take a couple days off. My life was ruined because a moronic surgeon didn’t know what he was doing.
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Have you spoken with a medical malpractice attorney?
Yea I’m working on it. Haven’t been able to get one yet, they all seem to want the multimillion dollar easy score. It’s just brutal in the meantime, unemployment sucks. Thanks for the response.
Thats quite common and serious to have doctors ruin peoples lives to the extreme i feel your suffering. I think you can still live a meaningful life.
I don’t know, I keep replaying how I got to this point, I’m losing it. Things obviously could have easily been different. I think the universe wants me dead.
replaying the events that you cant change will lead to difficult dreams where you repeatedly try to do something or feel extremely sluggish in them and wake up feeling shit. ive recently figured that one out from my own circumstances, it will destroy you trying to change what is in the past but you cant be blamed for that, the pos doctors are to blame, you still have a lot of yourself remaining im assuming, so its worth pushing on but sorry your knees are bad that sounds horrible