36 hours in bed depressed, not eating just the occasional hit of weed and some water, would like to stop eating and starve to death maybe ill try that today and see how far i get. Mainly i want to pull myself togther for one last go at employment to raise suicide cash. Thats the only thing i have to motivate me, the prospect of ending it all, just need to be well enough to get a job
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I tried starving myself to death before, well anyway i failed. I only lasted 4 days without eating before i started to smell colors.
Wow 4 days is a lot, crazy you could smell colors, thanks