took the first few steps of disconnecting from this world. deactivated my facebook + messenger, instagram, discord. Still attached to my Twitter account, but I’ve refrained from interacting or posting anything. But I’ll abandon it soon too. Just want to have people forget about me for a little while before I go out with a bang. I’m only deactivating and not deleting so that my loved ones can retrieve the data I’ve left behind once I send them all my usernames and passwords.
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They won’t necessarily forget about you cuz you drop off the radar..
I killed my old accounts awhile ago, deleted things. It felt nice at the time.
It’s scary how much some people think alike to me on here… o.o
I always wondered whether or not people wouldn’t know what their missing until I’m dead, whether or not they look into the bajillion amounts of “data” left in my diaries and computer documents and know the real me…
Would they care to? Would they get offended and judge me?
But then it’s like, if I’m freaking dead, would it matter? Would I be a ghost still haunting this world?
As much as I kind of want to be, I don’t really want to see the aftermath and get stuck in the same place I’ve lived my whole life as a mortal, the whole point is to start over new and fresh…
Oh yeah, I forgot to say I’m trying to be gone from facebook but not deletr anything becauss I still want all the stuff I put on there saved there, I have a bajillion things from what I wrote on my profile, to my notes ans photos, etc…
I don’t really care about the people there ans being spammed with sponsored pages and being requested to download their app or instagram and stupid crap, it gets really annoying after a while…
If I could just transfer all of my stuff as much as possible on to another site and THEN delete facebook, I probably would. Facebook is seriously hell, I hate it.
I got mixed feelings on gaia and tinierme too…
Tinierme is closed anyway since years ago at least in the NA I think, but yeah, it’s nice that having your home and character to dress up and play mini games to earn money is kind of like a cool yet equally corny anime equivalent to Animal Crossing. :p But with social media aspects too. ^^;
Some people were relatively nice and I was friends with them even if not a single one stuck forever, but other people were terrible and I hate them and want them to die…
Sigh, yeah… socializing… friendships…
Winning things only to lose them…
Makes me wonder if there was a point to it or not…
It’s not the same as playing a game and then yoy lost it and it’s bettee than if you never olayed the game at all, no, this is like it actually hurt you later over time. :p
Unless you find the gsme offensively boring or annoying or hate the fandom when you might have liked it at first then idk…
Nevermind about the comparison. >_<
But yeah, sigh, just…
I don't understand why some people make a big deal on socializing when it's freaking hard, least for me, and I don't even understand it anymore, it'a not like most people are into anime for example abd even if they do they probably wouldn't even like the same anime, there's nothing to relate to them with.
Just… ugh, people… and all the time wasted on seemingly dumb things… idk…