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I don’t exist

by They Call Me Amy

Hello everyone

The last 6 months of my life were the hardest. I felt more numb than never. I tried so damn hard to not hate myself. I tried to like this body that I live in but I just can’t. I hate every little inch of this skin that I live in and I just can’t pretend anymore to like this horrible body that I am trapped in. I just hate breathing. I just hate waking up and seeing that I have one more fucking day of life. I am gonna pretend that I don’t exist. This life doesn’t mean shit. I don’t exist.

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Danthedead 7/3/2018 - 6:23 pm

Accept who you are and have fun, this is how I got better. Just never mind what society thinks about you, be happy as you please and find people who wanna be with you

Agnostosx 7/4/2018 - 11:32 am

I mean but how do you find people that wanna be with you when you don’t even like yourself

Earth 7/4/2018 - 10:54 am

I’ve read your other posts to get a picture about your situation. In regards to the overprotective parents a couple of years ago that you posted about, I hope you don’t mind me asking but what country/culture are you from? The answer might explain some things about your situation, even if we don’t like to believe it (because stereotypes aren’t exactly a good thing).

You say you hate your body, but why is that exactly? I’m not saying that I know (that’s why I’m asking), so I can only speculate, but you might have too high expectations of yourself, unrealistic ones even (that’s why I asked where you are from). Keep in mind a lot of people have their own problems with bodies or genetic issues, even if they’re minor. They won’t tell you in your face unless you’re really close to them though, so it seems like their life is perfect when it’s not.

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