Groundhog Day Loop

Groundhog Day Loop Syndrome

(Image Source: Haruhi Suzumiya (Anime/Manga))

Itsuki: “We’ve entered an endless recursion of time. (x4)”

 

Intro

(Some rambling, sorry. :()

 

Sigh… I feel like saying so many things on here. 🙁

 

Like, most of it is on my profile I guess, but it would be nice to talk about personality stuff to see where everyone is at so I can get to know them, or if they never looked into it, they could to discover themselves. 🙂 Like, Myers-Briggs, the Enneagram, arguably sillier ones like their D&D alignment, and so on…

 

I could also talk about dark anime/manga/games with a sense of hope, or ones so dark they just seem full of despair… the latter is pretty tempting to talk about, and hopefully that won’t make anyone feel worse here though… I guess I could focus on the former for now. 😕 Unless I feel like total garbage or something…

 

Oh, and maybe I could talk about different outlooks I have on life or thoughts and feelings I had that I saved in my diary, or a Facebook post (as most people ignore me or be mean to me though, I’m wondering about quitting it today, especially if I have this site).

 

Anyways, here we go. :p

 

The Topic

(Groundhog Day Syndrome)

 

You ever feel every day of your life is the same with little variation besides seasons and holidays? :p Because that’s how I feel all the time. 🙁

 

I feel like I have to make my own happiness, try to get into new things, but otherwise I just work and work and nothing really changes much, I just live this dull and unhappy life with all these demands and I don’t know how to get out of it, I’m stuck in soul sucking retail with no friends or girlfriend…

 

It’s like I’m in the matrix… I almost want to watch the Truman Show or this movie called Groundhog Day, I think their both old 90’s movies or something. :p

 

And maybe it’s a bit of an exaggeration, but sometimes I feel like my job is even like Oddworld, that old school PS1 game. XD

 

Anyways, I think I felt this was around Winter this year, maybe Spring, that I first posted this on Facebook, part of it was probably from the crappy weather and thinking about how I have no new year’s resolution plans really…

 

Finally, the image source is from Haruhi Suzumiya, an old school movie from last decade or so that I watched in high school. :p I really liked the disappearance movie, it was mostly a drama as opposed to the anime being mostly a comedy. It’s got enough sci-fi or whatever elements where it becomes it’s own genre though. :p Steins;Gate is almost like a spiritual successor, but where there is ultimately a genuine focus on story and the visual novel games at least are a bit darker for older people. :p (Oh, and I think there was a few fanservice moments too, but yeah. XD)

 

But yeah, Endless Eight… my life feels like Endless Eight…

 

P.S. “Kyon-kun, denwa (phone!)”