Sucks when you feel lonely not necessarily from actual loneliness, but wondering if there’s anyone you can rely on, if they’ll just hurt you, or ignore you, or even really understand your problems and how to properly help you…
… Sometimes I want to be all alone on purpose and feel like it would be peaceful, it would be the only way to be properly indepedent…
… But then despite it all, despite how much I hate most people, I still get really lonely anyway, wishing there was something more than even my escapist fantasies…
Yeah I feel all that too. I sometimes wonder out of everyone out there in the world.. is there anyone who might work at my walls long enough to become my friend. I often think I’m just too much hard work
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I find it pretty hard to trust anyone myself…
I’m sorry you feel that way…
Sucks when you feel lonely not necessarily from actual loneliness, but wondering if there’s anyone you can rely on, if they’ll just hurt you, or ignore you, or even really understand your problems and how to properly help you…
… Sometimes I want to be all alone on purpose and feel like it would be peaceful, it would be the only way to be properly indepedent…
… But then despite it all, despite how much I hate most people, I still get really lonely anyway, wishing there was something more than even my escapist fantasies…
Sigh, yeah…
Yeah I feel all that too. I sometimes wonder out of everyone out there in the world.. is there anyone who might work at my walls long enough to become my friend. I often think I’m just too much hard work