Fuckshitshitfuck
first of all im not a native english speaker so this post might look terrible
I tried partially suspension
I thought Ive done more than enough research
so I tried it and tried it for like 3 hours
I just can’t fucking black out. I mean I felt the pain
my head felt like gonna explode
everytime I ‘fine lets do this properly this time’ and then I’m just trying to bear the pressure to my jaw and skull for like 1 min
WTF am I doing wrong
I even ordered a rope on the Internet??????
I’m even starting to think ‘is it my neck too thick?’ sth
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I couldn’t tell you what you’re doing that’s causing this, but you aren’t the first person to come on here with that experience.
My view is that it happens for a reason, good or bad and that it at least gives some time to reassess (even in a broader sense than method consideration).
Try do like Robin Willians did. He passed in his 1st attempt! If I say details here they’ll block me but his way its very efficient and there’s a video about it I think its called Famous People Authopsys: Robin Willians. And there are other famous people too. Good to watch and learn. I’m thinking about copycat Robin Willians… good luck for you too!!! 😉
If you’re going to bring someone up, at least spell his name right.
In famous cases, we only know of the time they died and cause of death. We don’t know how often they struggled or attempted out of sight, even when after or even before it’s admitted they had depression or whatever else.
Their personal lives weren’t lived or taken for anyone elses viewing pleasure. They didn’t act thinking others could learn from their end, or for others to be excited about.