Balzac once wrote low self-esteem is at the bottom of most suicides, he’s right. I can’t see a guy or girl with regular self-esteem taking their life. You need to fucking despise yourself to complete suicide. Somewhere along the line as a kid I failed to develop self-esteem, perhaps because I grew up with a stutter but life threateningly low self-esteem has been my companion since, I can’t shake him off. He’s with me everywhere.
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I can relate to this. As long as I can remember I have had low self esteem. I was the kid everyone picked on in middle school. I have lived with him my whole life as well.
I wonder how this happens. Most kids learn to feel secure and relate with others. Some it just eludes.
Thank you for your reply!