Here I am. Open and willing to love yet unable to find it. I wonder how long this will last. Giving all and being thrown aside. Committed with no one to commit to me. It’s all very painful really. Painful in heart, spirit, and in body.
Love. Such a painful procedure. If only it would stop. If only I could make it end. Oh what a life that would be. A life that I might live for if it didn’t require that I end it all.
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If only living would reveal who loves you such as death does.
Ypu name yourself insignificant, yet say ypu want to love another? Try loving yourself first. It isnt fair to the other person or ypurself to enter intoa relationship broken. Fix ypur own problems first, otherwose you will just carry them with you and act them out with the other person. And obviously if you are on suicideproject theres a lot morw going on. Dont hide and try and place responsibility on, poor me, i cant find someone to love. You can love yourself.