Honestly I just wanna see how far I can fuck up my life
I’m not trying to go against my morals
But a little bit of stress to get away from myself should feel ok
So I’m going to keep with the k’s and bars blow etc
Stay with the people I know will be a problem to my self and my future. I’m going to have “fun” and hopefully I’ll die from all this stupid shit without going out of my way.
Everything I say is like a contradiction but that’s how all my emotions feel. I’m awful, using people’s interest in me just so I can get fucked up and not remember any of it the next day. But I really just want to forget I’m here.
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You know, I think there’s something similar to this feeling in the book 13 Reasons Why…
I wish there was a healthier way of solving your problems, but… I can understand wanting to forget everything.
Sometimes I wish I could start everything over too.
Spontaneous, deposit, peacefully somewhere. By the almighty, To the giant’s footsteps was the end of the reality, our addition to the family. Now, was the time. By the defender, of the incubator. Of the son, and of the world.
The calendar. If you piece another puzzle, the proof was it enbottled as a tattoo. The one, calling to, the almighty.
At, 7-27-2018. Magic-number.
The Year Of The Dog.
If that I won, today. I would make my way towards to, Jerusalem. At this very moment, of today. Give me the chance, and I’ll prove it to you, what we already know. Indeed it was discovered, and indeed, allowed, to for anyone that chooses. To seek to, them.
The arrow suggest, which way to pull the rock. The other sign suggested the symbol of, the Aeries. Which I believe, to be, around now. Close to Gemini. Pulling this rock and tilting it over with ropes, may trigger this, cosmic-conscious. And resurrect, the second coming, of the one. The almighty. To be very highly, specific. Leave me alone, and do it!!!!!!!! Pull the rock!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! The giant’s edifice!!!!!!!!!!!!! Wake up, god, now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
The year of the Dog, is the tenth, the same as, the Zodiac, Aeries. The Present, and the now.
From alpha, to omega. Get your ropes, ready.
Figure which way to tip over the edifice.