if you have been staring for two hours, there is a part of you that wants to live. even if its small and you dont consciously think that you do, there is something in you that wants to make it. trust me, i know what it feels like to be at peace with it, to think youre really ready to go, but this can pass. even if you dont miraculously recover, you will ebb and flow through how low you feel – you will eventually break into happiness, but not if you dont wait it out. if youre really sure, i challenge you to wait two days and see if you still feel exactly the same as you do now. if youre still sure its what you want, wait another two, just to be sure. repeat ad infinum until youre able to get the help you need to get to a place where youre no longer living day to day until you finally go through with it. feel free to keep posting here, everyone supports you and wants to help in any way we can
Oh sweetheart!! I wish I could reach over to Saudi and give you a hug. I was thinking about slitting my wrists today – not the first time. Once I actually tried and still have the scar.
It’s hard to die.
What’s going on? I’ll listen
Please don’t hurt yourself in the interim.
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if you have been staring for two hours, there is a part of you that wants to live. even if its small and you dont consciously think that you do, there is something in you that wants to make it. trust me, i know what it feels like to be at peace with it, to think youre really ready to go, but this can pass. even if you dont miraculously recover, you will ebb and flow through how low you feel – you will eventually break into happiness, but not if you dont wait it out. if youre really sure, i challenge you to wait two days and see if you still feel exactly the same as you do now. if youre still sure its what you want, wait another two, just to be sure. repeat ad infinum until youre able to get the help you need to get to a place where youre no longer living day to day until you finally go through with it. feel free to keep posting here, everyone supports you and wants to help in any way we can
Oh sweetheart!! I wish I could reach over to Saudi and give you a hug. I was thinking about slitting my wrists today – not the first time. Once I actually tried and still have the scar.
It’s hard to die.
What’s going on? I’ll listen
Please don’t hurt yourself in the interim.