Was thinking about death by strangulation. Could not go through with it, due to too much uncertainties. Currently 4:30pm central standard time was planning on using a large medical rubber band for strangulation asphyxiation. Was planning on wearing the rubber band from 3pm until i pass out and hopefully die by morning. Since reading about asphyxiation causing brain damage i backed out because i did not want to wake up a lame body individual. Still have other days to try again hopefully my neck doesn’t toughen up. If it toughens up dying from asphyxiation may get harder.
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Very hard work it is to end your life….. I’m right there with you. The only question I mostly ask now is when?? When do you hope to complete by?
The same day i wrote on here was the same day i attempted the strangulation. I back out cause of fear and doubt.
Tough…….. anything special about your suicidal dreams? I mean, how long have you been wanting to commit for?…….. just trying to get to know you, ya know.