I told my psychiatrist that I want to kill myself. And she said that I should stay 10 days in the hospital taking antidepressants. How are this antidepressants? I have never took.
Anyway,I want to die,so I think my visit in the hospital will not help at all. I am depressed and suicidal because I cannot forgive myself because of pushing away the love of my life.She’ll never come back.How can I forgive myself…..never. Suicide is the only option. I want to do it by using a gun, but they are very hard to find.I’ll find a way..
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The anti- depressants will do things to you that are hard to describe but they will fundamentally alter you into some thing you may not like. There are safe ways to deal with depressions but the drugs are not safe.
I too have to manage depression and i do safely with a number of natural means. They work, no side effects.
Most people have ruined a love. It can be resolved, but yeah you remember it all your life. It can be resolved.
I never had a girlfriend, so I don’t know how it feels to lose one. I hope to get some sexy girl one day whom I’ll love. As for the gun, I guess you can try, but promise yourself that if you won’t be able to pull the trigger this time, you’ll never try suicide again. You’ll just live with it. Suicide attempt can be thought of as an experience, a special one.
I also feel like people that actually are planning suicide, they don’t talk about it to anyone, they may let others know right before the attempt, but otherwise stay quiet. Yet you posted here. It may mean that something in you still wishes to live.