The worst part of depression

  July 12th, 2018 by Eleanor

Depression is full of plenty cruel twists, like feeling guilty for being sad, or uncontrollable crying, or just wanting to be dead even though I really don’t want to die but I am not really living anyway and there is so much pain I don’t think I can take it anymore. Or it could be the fact the the loneliness is so deep I feel like I am being driven mad but I struggle to connect with people bc I’m so sad it can be difficult to form a coherent sentence. And I don’t have the energy to go out with anyone anymore. But really I think the worst part of depression is that I am blamed for it.

I feel so crushed, so abysmally lonely, so utterly unloved.

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