what if I end my life right here right now would anyone care I don’t think so. what the hell am I to do anymore my depression is kicking in so much that I’m about ready to end it all. this world has done nothing good for me the way I’ve been acting with my depression I feel like I’ve lost everyone I love like my family my boyfriend just everything in general. my family and I have no where to go starting tomorrow we don’t have a house and we cant sleep in cars I have two little sisters one is 4 and one is 6 and id be damned if Id let them sleep in a car you all may think this is fun and games and that its the new way to live in a car but its not the way to live my family and I don’t have funds to live anywhere we were screwed over fro our old place everyone just suck and all people can say is oh its going to be okay like you don’t know that my family is going is going through a lot and I know other families do to but its like come on my bosses are like girl you need to do what’s best for you but its like how can I leave my two sisters behind when I’ve raised them since I was 10 they might as well be my kids they are my world my family and I have been looking for places everyday since we had leave our old home but thy are al out of our price rang ugh fml I should just end my life and it less of a pain for the rest of my family maybe my boyfriend would be better off since all we seem to do anymore is fight I’ve had enough so what if I just end my life GOODBYE WORLD WILL MISS YOU DEARLY NOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Yeah, this is the kind of things that make me suicidal also.
I’m sorry to hear that you are going through this.
thanks im hoping it all gets better.
I understand why you feel that way, but I think everyone is better off with you here, than not. As for you and your boyfriend fighting, stop it. It’s you and him versus the problem. Not you versus him. Make that clear to him, express that you need him. If he doesn’t try, then he’s not worth your time.
And yes, getting yourself stable and leaving your family would be practical and realistic… But You clearly feel you need to help them and stay with them. So the idea of running away on your own and the idea of ending your life are both bad options.
You owe it to them to stay and help… But, most importantly, you owe it to yourself. Do everything you can to make things better. Have realistic goals and try your hardest. Because they’re worth it. Because you’re worth it. Give yourself a chance. Every chance you can.
thank you so much this helps a lot but as of tonight we have no where to go so we ll may be sleeping in our cars with two children there’s no motels open or anywhere to go