I feel very guilty to post this here but I´m probably goint to kill myself one day if I grow some balls to do it and I belive that every human being shoud have a right to leave this world without unecessary pain. I noticed so many people choosing to die in such painful ways it makes me ask why? When a 10 year old could order a lethal dose of heroin or some other opioid from darkweb. You just shoot urself up, your body gets so relaxed your heart just stops beating. What a peaceful way to go. Like for example I ve red a story here of a guy that wanted to drink antifreeze and gatorade coz puking blood for hours as you feel your internal organs disolve into mashed potatoes sounds like a whole lot of fun right? HELL NO.
If you red this through please consider staying here for your loved ones tho. Many people go for suicide even if their problems are temporary and with a lot of hard work they could overcome it and live a “happier” life.
Love you all. peace
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Part of it has to desperation, I think. When I was in high school at 16, I had actually settled on a method that I was a coin toss away from going through with; a bottle of cognac and a bottle of zzzquil. Whether or not it would have come close to working, I’ve got my guesses, but regardless I can’t imagine the pain. At that time I literally couldn’t stomach a single drop of the liquor, and I always hated syrup medication of any kind, and I was gonna use them both to essentially buckshot my liver. I didn’t see an easier way at the time, and if the situation that I found myself in ended with me attempting, my life would be way worse right now, and I’m already at least mildly suicidal as it is lol
Now I’m pretty much set on CO or ********. Not hard to get, not hard to use. I don’t see it coming to that too soon, but it at least feels nice to know it’s there.
Heroin overdose doesn’t always kill. It can render the person a vegetable.
Casino96- ” CO or ********.” ???
It censored a certain element on the periodic table that starts with an N and ends with an N. didn’t know that was on the ban list.
And it’s not Neon lol
How does heroin overdose not always kill you? When you shoot up like twice the lethal dose i would say the chance of you surviving is pretty much non existing. You can always get hit by a train too but I wouldnt want to cause trauma to the person driving it so thats a nono for me.
PMale, I agree people who want to commit suicide should always seek out painless methods that work and not upset others. Unfortunately, the ‘powers that be’ tend to block off any method that becomes effective and popular with those seeking an exit (like Nem) so people have to get more creative.
However, we differ on your next point, for some people life only gets worse no matter what they do, so suicide becomes the logical option for them and we shouldn’t discourage people from trying to escape their misery. They have a right to be free and find peace even if they leave family behind. We are all going to die anyways-everyone you know will be gone one day. Some will just die sooner than others.
However, I believe people should always wrap up their affairs, give away their pets, kids, make whatever arrangements they need to, at the same time trying to avoid raising suspicion or getting caught and thrown in a psych ward for no sensible reason.
I agree with you, thats why I said every human being has a right to leave. I belive that your life is only yours and you can do whatever you want with it and for some people suicide is the only option. On the other hand I know a few people that were suicidal before and now they are better and thankful that they didnt do it.
Good point and you’re right. It’d be better if they stayed (to help family or others) but if they can’t tolerate life any more than they should be free to end it, so we definitely concur.
Drug OD is not a fun way for people to see you or find you.
Also there is that chance of vomiting, major seizures alerting help, brain damage etc etc…
No-one wants pain.
Tell me what suicide option makes it fun for people to find you lol 😀