Wow McDonalds is rude.
I’m am okay. Nothing bothering me, just life is repetitive. I’ve become aquainted with a few mature and older people so I feel like I’m growing up more (learning their ways), not acting like such a teenage girl.
There’s no need to worry. I don’t tell her absolutely everything.
I like black beans a lot. And many people say it’s a good meat alternative. Not that I need a meat alternative, I don’t really like meat much.. but lots of places try to give me peppers and onions and tomatoes on my food, and that’s gross, so I take that off, and then they have me a plate of just lettuce lol.
Life is very repetitive for me. It feels like, even if I get a new job, I won’t really be happy at any job place. Unless I learn lots of music stuff super quickly. To be honest, I really only play music on the weekends.. only because.. I don’t know why, but I’m embarrassed to play the violin. It sounds screechy and it’s loud (I’ve considered taping over the acoustic hole thingies to muffle it), and my mom is on the other side of the wall from me 24/7.. and she wants to watch tv and look at Etsy and do Mom things.. and I feel rude, doing awful sounding practice when she’s trying to relax.
I could do piano, and I do sometimes.. but that’s a very long paragraph in itself.. super long.. I’ve like, hit a big wall with a slow learning curve called sightreading and well, you really need a lot of patience to practice sight reading xc and I have 0 after work is over.. well, for things that require lots of focus..
Oh god I’m writing so much xc
How old are they? I hang out with a lot of my coworkers (since overtime is an awful invention), and I feel like it’s kinda doing the opposite to me.. making me less happy.. not that they’re bad people.. they’re very normal people.. and maybe that’s the problem. They like, no joke, drop everything they’re doing when a young women walks by, and like stare as if they’re in a trance. And then talk about specific body features of that women for a bit afterwords.. and I know lots of people do that.. it’s just strange to me. I’m probably just a stupid young virgin boy though. I suppose thoughts aren’t bad. They can think what they want. It just, feels like I’m on the wrong planet.
I get scared sometimes. That maybe they’ll change me somehow, someday. Into a similar mindset to their own.
When you say older people, do you mean like a group of people? Or a few individuals? And you didn’t call them friends , would you like them to be?
The closest I’ve felt to like, a friend like conversation was at my new Music school. But I suppose that only makes sense. There’s not a soul around me who plays or studies music. Most people tell me I’m wasting my time. But these people were different. They were like me. They understood what I was saying and we could talk.. after my violin class, my teacher, the owner, and I literally just talked about music and stuff for an hour and a half.. 3 times longer than my actual lesson lol. How long has it been since I’ve talked to someone for that long xc they give me hope I can have a future with Music. They make me want to practice even though I feel bad for my mom on the other side of my wall xc
I wrote all of this literally just because I got off of work and I have nothing to do.. talking to you is super nice though. You don’t have to reply to this long comment, I was just, writing my thoughts to you.
All beans are great meat alternatives! Tomatoes are spawns of Satan…
Well if your mum isn’t complaining then its fine! It’s the only way you can get better.
I feel like I did sightreading in music last year but I can’t really remember anything from any classes..
They’re like 40-60 years.. they’re my bosses and managers ^.^ I’m pretty much the “manager” of shoes so I get a lot of time spent with them. One of them is practically my second mother!
I don’t like tomatoes, but I do like ketchup, and mozzarella sauce. And even cooked tomatoes are okay on some things.
Onions though are just bad no matter what you do to them.
You’re right about the violin practice, I miss it a lot.
I actually have a few sight reading apps that I practice on. Tenuto is the main one I use so I can practice when I have nothing else to do. I practice at home on a piano of course. I’m super super super slow at it xc
The manager of shoes? 😮 I’m not a manager of anything :c so they’re like really nice and friendly? I’m glad because youve never seemed too happy at work, but with good people around you, it might make you happier there
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Wow McDonalds is rude.
I’m am okay. Nothing bothering me, just life is repetitive. I’ve become aquainted with a few mature and older people so I feel like I’m growing up more (learning their ways), not acting like such a teenage girl.
There’s no need to worry. I don’t tell her absolutely everything.
I like black beans a lot. And many people say it’s a good meat alternative. Not that I need a meat alternative, I don’t really like meat much.. but lots of places try to give me peppers and onions and tomatoes on my food, and that’s gross, so I take that off, and then they have me a plate of just lettuce lol.
Life is very repetitive for me. It feels like, even if I get a new job, I won’t really be happy at any job place. Unless I learn lots of music stuff super quickly. To be honest, I really only play music on the weekends.. only because.. I don’t know why, but I’m embarrassed to play the violin. It sounds screechy and it’s loud (I’ve considered taping over the acoustic hole thingies to muffle it), and my mom is on the other side of the wall from me 24/7.. and she wants to watch tv and look at Etsy and do Mom things.. and I feel rude, doing awful sounding practice when she’s trying to relax.
I could do piano, and I do sometimes.. but that’s a very long paragraph in itself.. super long.. I’ve like, hit a big wall with a slow learning curve called sightreading and well, you really need a lot of patience to practice sight reading xc and I have 0 after work is over.. well, for things that require lots of focus..
Oh god I’m writing so much xc
How old are they? I hang out with a lot of my coworkers (since overtime is an awful invention), and I feel like it’s kinda doing the opposite to me.. making me less happy.. not that they’re bad people.. they’re very normal people.. and maybe that’s the problem. They like, no joke, drop everything they’re doing when a young women walks by, and like stare as if they’re in a trance. And then talk about specific body features of that women for a bit afterwords.. and I know lots of people do that.. it’s just strange to me. I’m probably just a stupid young virgin boy though. I suppose thoughts aren’t bad. They can think what they want. It just, feels like I’m on the wrong planet.
I get scared sometimes. That maybe they’ll change me somehow, someday. Into a similar mindset to their own.
When you say older people, do you mean like a group of people? Or a few individuals? And you didn’t call them friends , would you like them to be?
The closest I’ve felt to like, a friend like conversation was at my new Music school. But I suppose that only makes sense. There’s not a soul around me who plays or studies music. Most people tell me I’m wasting my time. But these people were different. They were like me. They understood what I was saying and we could talk.. after my violin class, my teacher, the owner, and I literally just talked about music and stuff for an hour and a half.. 3 times longer than my actual lesson lol. How long has it been since I’ve talked to someone for that long xc they give me hope I can have a future with Music. They make me want to practice even though I feel bad for my mom on the other side of my wall xc
I wrote all of this literally just because I got off of work and I have nothing to do.. talking to you is super nice though. You don’t have to reply to this long comment, I was just, writing my thoughts to you.
All beans are great meat alternatives! Tomatoes are spawns of Satan…
Well if your mum isn’t complaining then its fine! It’s the only way you can get better.
I feel like I did sightreading in music last year but I can’t really remember anything from any classes..
They’re like 40-60 years.. they’re my bosses and managers ^.^ I’m pretty much the “manager” of shoes so I get a lot of time spent with them. One of them is practically my second mother!
Beans are great ^.^
I don’t like tomatoes, but I do like ketchup, and mozzarella sauce. And even cooked tomatoes are okay on some things.
Onions though are just bad no matter what you do to them.
You’re right about the violin practice, I miss it a lot.
I actually have a few sight reading apps that I practice on. Tenuto is the main one I use so I can practice when I have nothing else to do. I practice at home on a piano of course. I’m super super super slow at it xc
The manager of shoes? 😮 I’m not a manager of anything :c so they’re like really nice and friendly? I’m glad because youve never seemed too happy at work, but with good people around you, it might make you happier there