I can’t accept what I have become!!! I’m tired of advices such as changing your perspectives. It won’t change the situation around and that is what I can’t accept!!
I’m growing more and more suicidal, I was afraid of such dark thoughts at first but they are slowing making me feel comfortable, I feel a sense of calmness most of the time when I think of death these days…
I really hope my loved ones will respect my decision when the time comes!! Move on without me please~~~
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Yeah… mentalities can maybe be a sign of your actions and what you’re focused on or whatever but what’s important is your actions regsrdless of perceptions.
And well… getting out of your feelings of depression isn’t easy ans might even be perfect or permament…
I can understand if you’re upset and if other people don’t really get your problems, whatever they are.
I hope they understsnd your decision too…
I… I’m not sure what else to say to convince you to stay alive, I’m kins of burnt out today, sorry…
Maybe I’m kins of pushing myseld where I’m not necessarily wanted anyway, I’m sorry…
what else do you expect other than advices? there is no magical cure. it’s all within you.
thinking of death brings a smile on my face. not gonna lie. but now’s nor my time, nor your time to die. you can’t give up that easily.
do you really think your loved ones will respect your decision?
try to picture it in your head. a mother, holding the body of her dead child? how do you think she’ll feel ?
you’ll break her. you’ll break everyone close to you.
is it really how you want it?
they love you. don’t make decisions in moments of weakness.
When you have the ability to put family out your mind only then will you complete
This.