Not just used but started to like it, using depression kinda some sort of shield from the real world, and although you deep inside know that you could probably get rid of it you don’t want to even try. Right?
For almost a life time depression has been me and I have been depression and I was scared that I would loose my very identity if I was not depressed. Shocking as it is, as this chronic depression continues to lift, I am becoming a more acceptable me and more accepting of me.
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Hmm, quiet today.
And yeah, I um… I don’t know how to be anything else either…
I wish the happiness I try to find can be permanent instead of temporary solutions…
welcome to the club. ?
Not just used but started to like it, using depression kinda some sort of shield from the real world, and although you deep inside know that you could probably get rid of it you don’t want to even try. Right?
depression is comfortable
For almost a life time depression has been me and I have been depression and I was scared that I would loose my very identity if I was not depressed. Shocking as it is, as this chronic depression continues to lift, I am becoming a more acceptable me and more accepting of me.