I honestly CANNOT BEAR the thought of having to be alive until I’m at least 80 YEARS OLD; probably even OLDER.
I’m only 21 now, in case your wondering.
Here is a list of problems I deal with on a daily basis that control me in my everyday life:
– [ ] Anxiety
– [ ] OCD
– [ ] depression
– [ ] Aspergers syndrome
– [ ] Lack of motivation
– [ ] Perfectionism
– [ ] Not liking who I am as a person
– [ ] Lack of interests
– [ ] Anger/irritability
– [ ] Negative/unrealistic mindset
– [ ] Mental/physical exhaustion
– [ ] Feeling overheated/itchy/tingly all the time
– [ ] Inability to deal with change/unexpected things happening
– [ ] Paranoia
– [ ] Sadness
– [ ] Pressure when I have to do things/general pressure
– [ ] Painful thoughts and memories
– [ ] Never feeling satisfied with anything That’s 18 different things that ruin my daily life. 18 DIFFERENT THINGS.Let’s face it, my life will never get better.
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I’m sending my love to You and trust me, things will get better, you will see.
But not everyone always gets better. I sure hope I do, but it’s unfortunately not a guarantee.
I wish we had the option of peacefully ending our lives. That’s a right every adult human should have.
I agree. Even though I’m not ready to die yet, I still believe people should have that right.