If I had a gun right now, I would blow my brains out.
Hopefully I’ll be able to purchase one soon.
I can’t take this boredom, loneliness and depression any more.
I’m useless, worthless and nobody gives a crap about me.
I kept waiting for life to kill me somehow.. Now I know that I’m going to have to do it myself.
I won’t miss much. I wish I had died years ago, or better yet.. Never been born.
This life is a pathetic, cruel, miserable joke.