My parents seem determined to do something special for my birthday. I know it’s more for than because my sister wants to make me a cake for herself, and my parents want to go camping and hiking because they enjoy doing those kinds of things. I, on the other hand, don’t want some stupid cake or to go out in the wild or anything. I just wish that they’d listen to what I want to do. I wish people would just forget about my birthday. They don’t seem to understand what being suicidal means. If I want to die, why on earth would I want to celebrate the day I was born. They claim it’s because they care about me and whatnot. But I know it’s because they want to feel less guilty and they want to things for themselves. So why can’t I just disappear and forget all about this stupid day.