feeling suicidal

  August 11th, 2018 by herecomestheavalanche

i don’t know but i just feel like i want to kill myself today.

it’s like sophia said on the golden girls, “if you kill yourself today, you can’t change your mind next week.”

i sort of feel like that, maybe a tiny bit, but i’ve just got this overwhelming feeling of dread, just picturing myself dead, like going under anesthesia and never waking up, or maybe falling from a great height so that it looks accidental. i feel like it is really the end of the road for me.

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