I’m so tired. I cry all the time. I don’t talk to most of my family or friends anymore. I just want to go away. Existing hurts. I feel everything and nothing at the same time. It’s come to the point where I’m hiding my crying under my jacket in a secluded area in uni.
But,
I don’t want to hurt the people I care about when I go.
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When my brother took his life, yes it made me incredibly sad (I too suffer from mental illness and it got worse after the fact). But I was relieved he wasn’t hurting anymore, that no one could hurt him anymore. I’m envious of him all the time. In all aspects of life, you have to do what’s right for you, think of yourself and never mind how others will feel or think, easier said I know. I’m just barely hanging on to take care of my cats. I’d hate to know what would happen to them. I have no family or friends they can go to. I’m so exhausted, burnt out. But if my cats weren’t here, neither would I. I’m sad you’re crying. I was crying all weekend, big hug for you.
Same here, I just want everthing to go away. I wan’t to end it all but how about those people around me? That’s ehy I don’t want to make friends because it will sadden them too. I don’t want people to feel what I always feel.
Same here, I just want everthing to go away. I want to end it all but how about those people around me? That’s ehy I don’t want to make friends because it will sadden them too. I don’t want people to feel what I always feel.