I wish everyone would love me…

  August 2nd, 2018 by WanderingDreamer91

I wish everyone would love me so I wouldn’t havw to be hurt anymore…

 

Their wouldn’t be any misunderstandings, or disagreements, or avoidance, or hatred and so on…

 

People would understsnd me and love.me forever…

 

I… what was it agsin that some people said in my last post about a girlfriend?

 

I should wsit for the girl to come to.me? How? Why? This isn’t Welcome to the NHK, there is no Misaki, I’m trying to be realistic.

 

How am I going to find people atrracted to.me just by natural persona? Or shoukd I some friendship into something more eith a girl I find?

 

Well how do you find and make friends…?

 

I mean I’d tske time for us to know rach other but we’d also know ehat we want from each other, we’d be lovers, or at least friends, and we’d know what we like or something…

 

Does anyone here even know what it’s like to have no friends and be lonely all tje time and a virgin, an incel?

 

That’s me, you know? Okay? I got nothing and I want to fill the void in my heart, my soul, with someone to actuallt love me and tell me I’m interesting snd not boring or a piece of shit and so on.

 

I’m so freaking tired of this, I just want to make the world mine…

 

I want to die… or have everything die… everytbing dies…

 

I don’t know what I want damn it… why can’t people just believe in me, they make it so freaking difficukt when I have things planned out and then I lose all my freaking motivation…

 

…….. Ugh.

 

I was going to post other stuff maybe but what’s the point, these two stupid posts is all I got today…

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