iam having a hard time

  August 2nd, 2018 by beaxer

I am either not enough or to much and I’m still trying to figure out how that could be.  I hate being me,  but I also know I like the person iam because iam good.  Alot of other people don’t see that…  They don’t understand. I don’t want to fight myself anymore. I want to be out in the ocean,  stranded,  contemplating my life because these days it just seems like to much. I feel like iam drowning but my lungs just won’t collapse under the weight of the water. I’m left stuck gasping for air, and my head is already above water.  I don’t wanna live this life anymore.

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