is it so hard to find that your friend is hurting and is in deep pain ??
Since I was young I always loved to make people happy and I would do whatever I could just to help a friend in need .. I used to cry with who ever is crying and would give all I had just to make them smile and happy again .
In school I was always the most popular girl and was the clown that all the students and teachers loved . it all was good and fun and I couldn’t be more happier with my life until something happened and I still don’t know what happened to me but i became so sad and struggled two years with depression and committed suicide multiple times but I still didnt change since then . i am still the clown of my school , a good student and friend and the cheerleading captain.
I just hate the fact that I’m surrounded with all those people and no one can find out that I’m dying .. even my bff and bf and my parents .. no one helps me they think I have no feeling just because i fake a couple of smiles all the time and because i help them ? does that mean i cant get any help?????
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Stop doing that ,just be yourself even if you ended up being alone,thats not a life to live for others only