ITS CRAZY

It’s crazy how much you can love a person, how they won’t ever leave your mind. How even when you can’t feel anything no more and you feel numb, he can make you feel everything. He can make you feel so much. Feelings that you didn’t know you could possibly feel. How when you are just ready to give up..the thought of him keeps you going. How he can love you, knowing how much of a mess you are. How when you loose yourself he somehow manages to find you. It’s crazy. It’s crazy how when you tried to kill yourself, you just start to think about how you should have gave him a last kiss or you should have held him longer and you should have told him you love him. It’s crazy how you called him from a mental hospital, not knowing where you were, not knowing what would happen to you, not knowing who you are, not knowing anything, but knowing one thing. Knowing that you love him. Knowing that you need him. It’s crazy.