No where else to go

Thank you for everything . Thank you for having me in ur life for 4,5 years . Showing me what love ,loyalty is . I’m sorry I didmt listen when I should have gotten help . I’m sorry I didn’t say this is too much for me for this lifestyle . I wanted u to be happy but it broke me . I got lost and took it out on u.  I love you.   I’ll always love you living life without seem pointless . So I’ll find a way to leave .  Thank you.   I love you good bye