I’ve partly been listening to songs that I try to listen to to get into a good mindset so if I do the deed that I can think of those/listen to those. Some for getting over fear of death like Don’t Fear the Reaper. Others I listen to that I just listen to because they fit how I’m feeling. Five Finger Death Punche’s Wash It All Away has got me crying at the chorus. You’ll probably understand if you listen to it.