It feels so weird to make friends with peoplw that don’t have any mental disorders. They get so worried about me, while my ill friends say shit like “same”. I’m not sure if anyone can handle this. But it feels so good to try to be normal. To try to blend in when I know I’m not like them. They make me feel like I want to be one of them and be normal but I still want to die. I don’t want people to go through this.i dont is want them to know if I die. I’m sorry.