General by visual eyes 9/21/2018 written by visual eyes 9/21/2018 10 comments 0 Email Related posts a reason to die… 12/2/2020 Meds and alcohol round 3 12/2/2020 Can’t take the insane pain and anxiety 12/2/2020 12/2/2020 falling apart (again). 12/1/2020 I’m f***ing tired of my mom 12/1/2020 Free speech 12/1/2020 Oddly Content 12/1/2020 Finally reached out 12/1/2020 (re posted) my attempted suicide story 12/1/2020 10 comments darkwillow 9/21/2018 - 9:36 am Audible Ears! Log in to Reply visual eyes 9/21/2018 - 2:59 pm Sure, that works too Log in to Reply freeroma 9/21/2018 - 2:09 pm https://youtu.be/x2K8kx-_3co this is me. Log in to Reply freeroma 9/21/2018 - 2:18 pm With being busy I imagine you’re caught up in things you were waiting for previously… Will it calm down soon? Log in to Reply visual eyes 9/21/2018 - 2:56 pm Thank you for sharing the song <3 Things will calm down eventually. I am just on the other side of a huge shift, and I have had to do a lot of adjusting. Things are different now, I am different in many ways. Thankfully I have a lot of support from someone mentally/emotionally. I am most grateful for that. How are you doing today? What’s on your mind? Log in to Reply visual eyes 9/21/2018 - 3:16 pm And I suppose the song you shared may be an indicator of how you’re doing… I’m always around if you just want to vent or even just shoot the shit Log in to Reply freeroma 9/22/2018 - 12:37 am Yea, song applies.. In literal sense It was hard to move at work this morning, and it showed in an obvious way. Least it faded by the end of the night.. At lunch time tho person asked what was up. I just groaned and she said “you’re tired, i can see it in your eyes.” Which yeah but she mostly figured it was cuz we’ve been doing overtime together all week. And lately I’ve had a lack of that support you mentioned.. mh. Those sound like positives for you tho.. I’m glad. Also glad y’all are still supporting each other 🙂 Thanks for the offer, too. Here’s something more positive.. youtu.be/S08bs1gfDpw Log in to Reply visual eyes 9/22/2018 - 10:02 am I can totally relate to being utterly drained and exhausted… I’m sorry you’re experiencing a lack of support. Do you still see your close friend? There are definitely positives, but it’s not necessarily easy adjusting. I suppose that’s normal though. 🙂 Do you work on weekends? If not, I hope you do something nice for yourself today <3 Log in to Reply freeroma 9/22/2018 - 4:05 pm It’s been almost two months since the last time.. “Our schedules dont really work together” although the only difference is her SO. barely friends right now. No work. Does staying in bed all day count as something nice? If so on it. Hope you have a good weekend. Log in to Reply visual eyes 9/22/2018 - 5:35 pm Bleh, I’m really sorry to hear that. Is the SO a new “thing”? If it made you feel good to stay in bed, I suppose it can be considered something “nice”. I wish I could stay in bed, ha… Log in to Reply Leave a Comment Cancel ReplyYou must be logged in to post a comment.Subscribe to comments: Don't subscribe All Replies to my comments Notify me of followup comments via e-mail. You can also subscribe without commenting.