Once more I leave my house (this time at 3A.M) because of my brother screaming and breaking things. This time I’m at a playground at my old school. Got me thinking and confirming the fact that I have to move out ASAP. Or kill myself, one or the other. There’s too much on my mind to spill out. Ugh.
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Whatever you choose to do, I hope it brings you peace.
That was my situation 6 years ago move out ASAP or kill myself. I can’t move out yet I can’t even kill myself. I don’t even want to move out anymore, I will only commit from now on. My suicide has been set in stone for 6 years. I have to find a way to commit…. I did however live in a car for a few years until someone sicked the police on me ..I think the same old ugly incubus that follows me into my sleep .. honestly was ready to commit 6 years ago so every day is a “Should I kill my self today ordeal?” I never can because I still cling to the faith that I can use a shotgun instead of pills or a knife