I thought I was totally fine. I mean, I was sure I wasn’t stressed as much as I had been a year ago. Also, I stopped hurting myself, which is a huge plus.
However, I’ve been suffering from headaches for a few days now. Not your usual not-that-painful headaches. I mean, the ones that make you go home early from school or work.
The thing is there are no causes. It may be stress, it may be my sitting position, but I don’t really know why.
Yep, that’s what I told the doctor.
I know the cause to my headaches. I’ve been fucking stressed from my social relationships for a while now. I’m such an outsider, that my attempts to make amends with my friends have gone futile. Not to mention with the stress that’s coming from school, yeah, I’m pretty pressured.
I thought when you become an adult, you weren’t supposed to be bothered by these little things in life. Fuck. I hope I lose consciousness while having headaches. I would just like to disappear.
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I hope you feel better soon.
Sadly being an adult doesn’t really change that… Being an adult only means more responsibilities start piling up.
I’d rather be a kid again. Even though I had a bad childhood… I didn’t have all these responsibilities at least. I can’t really relate to most people. I mean I can have a short conversation, but I just can’t relate…
I’m sorry