I don’t know why I”m like this

  September 4th, 2018 by numbo

It’s like I’m addicted to being sad. I’ve been a slice away from death and i’ve been the happiest I ever could be but I always find ways to make myself sad. I want to be sad, I’m attracted to this mind set even though it destroys me. I think being sad is just a really familiar and comfortable feeling for me. But i have no reason to be sad, I have an amazing boyfriend, amazing friends, a decent family, I’m financially fine… theres nothing wrong except for myself. Don’t get me wrong iv’e been through shit like a lot of people but most people would kill to be happy and I just continue wanting to suffer…Am I the only one who is like this?

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