i read a lot of different posts and im confused about how you can pick a date. you’re going to do it in a week. or in july. i mean if im going to do it i would need to get a few things straight first so i would need a bit of time but i dont know an actual date. not until i was closer to it. like within a couple days.
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I actually would’ve been dead long ago if there was a method that would definitely work 100% no ifs buts or maybes.
I’m thinking December… because its that cheesy and meaningless time called Christmas.
I am planning a date in March so that I can plan and prepare for it and also so that my suicide doesn’t happen close to any of my family’s birthdays or any major holidays.
I also am still hoping that by some miracle (even though I don’t believe in miracles) that I can die by some other means outside of my control between now and then. Or, even better, be diagnosed with a terminal illness. Chance of either of those is near zero, but I can hope. It would solve everything and make things a lot easier for my family. I wouldn’t have to worry about them blaming themselves. (Even though they are partly responsible for my suicide, but not a huge reason and I don’t want them to feel guilty)
I hope you have a smooth exit if/when you decide to do the deed and find peace afterwards.
Well in my scenario I’ve been looking forward to committing for 12 years…. the last 5 years I am barely holding my head above water at the “I’m ready to go” stage. I mean, it’s all a personal thing so fix it up the best you can (for example, get rid of old junk, pay off debts if you’re living with real pushy tenants, have your ‘suicide note’ if you choose or whatever) and a real normal person could pull up a calendar and think August 1, 2012 between 3-5 PM and do it then. It’s like making a luncheon date or setting a dentist appointment. But it takes time because letting go of your life is not the easiest thing. When you’re aged and have never known death.