I don’t know when it will be, but I’ll not be a sad spectacle open to public pity. I’ll make sure no one finds me soon after my light has gone out.
I suppose walking off deep into a forest will safely take me beyond society’s sight. I also fantasize embarking on a final adventure of my otherwise uneventful life, like climbing up a cold mountain or sailing off into the sea.
I don’t know for sure how it will be. May be I’ll just end up digging a secret shallow grave. Let’s see. I still have months to go.
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Whatever way you choose, I hope it’s a smooth exit and that you find peace.
I, too, am undecided about when and where.. But 99.9% certain that ending my life is the right decision.
That’s very kind of you.
I’m not concerned with smooth exits though. Instead the rougher the better, like a crowning on top of life’s pain.
I don’t think there any peace on the other side. I don’t think there is any other side.
I’d suggest the same to you – don’t allow them to analyze and sympathize and criticize your ‘case’. Avoid becoming a fucking statistic.
“a sad spectacle open to public pity” how very true.