Im trying

  September 3rd, 2018 by Hope Dream Love

I got through the worst of it yesterday but its only a matter of time before i relapse. And im back in that same dark place. I know you want me to survive. I know you need me to survive but i cant anymore. I ran out of rom on my arm. Ive become a little more reckless. I wonder whats next. My other arm? My legs? My fiance told me he saw them yesterday for some reqaon that just makes it worse. So i did it again. Ill cut 2-6 times a day now. I was doing so good i wasnt cutting at all. Now i lay in bed scared to get up because it got worse yesterday when i got up. If i could just make the pain stop. Im getting closer to the end, i can feel it.

Processing your request, Please wait....