Its me again and drowning.

  September 12th, 2018 by Sueheart

Its me again. And I Failed again..
When will I be good enough? 
To show everyone that I have a purpose?
That I do have a sense in this world?
Why is it everything I can reach slips away again?
Why do I deserve this? Do I really deserve this?
They call me selfish for failing and giving up.
Little did they know I have tried and tried even though at times its rough.
They get disappointed when I fail, disappointed if I'll kill myself.
I do not know anymore. I am drowning. I couldnt love myself. 
I sacrificed but still, when will I be GOOD enough?
When I'm dead?
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