Its me again. And I Failed again.. When will I be good enough? To show everyone that I have a purpose? That I do have a sense in this world? Why is it everything I can reach slips away again? Why do I deserve this? Do I really deserve this? They call me selfish for failing and giving up. Little did they know I have tried and tried even though at times its rough. They get disappointed when I fail, disappointed if I'll kill myself. I do not know anymore. I am drowning. I couldnt love myself. I sacrificed but still, when will I be GOOD enough? When I'm dead?