mellowmoods?

I hate to say it but I think he may no longer be with us. The last time I had contact with him was almost two years ago and he had a noose ready and waiting and he was not in a very good place at all. That night was the last I spoke to him or heard from him. Have seen nothing on here of him since that night. I just have a bad feeling he went through with it that night or the next day. He seemed really ready. ?